Williams, Trevor

Name: Trevor Ryan Williams
Alias: Trey Hunter, William Travis
Age | B-day: 36 | 15 July, 1972
Lineage: Pureblood
Birthplace: Yorkshire, England
Hometown: Sofia, Bulgaria

Wand: Black Walnut, 9.25 inches, phoenix feather core
Education: Durmstrang
Occupation: Hogwarts janitor
Alliance: Death Eater (Assassin)

Height: 6'0"
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Blue
Traits: Metamorphmagus, animagus, legilimency, occlumency

General Description:
While Trevor's appearance varies greatly at will, he tends to stick with one look when he's not busy being an inside man. Regardless, Trevor is tall and doesn't normally attempt to downplay that by slouching. He stands tall and proud. His face usually bears a smirk or is simply reserved and otherwise void of emotion. It's only fitting to have that serious, reserved yet confident look, after all. He's the sort who expects respect regardless if he gives it to another or not, and it shows in the way he moves, holds, and conducts himself.

He prefers a button down and a pair of casual pants to jeans and a t-shirt or a suit but certainly doesn't entirely avoid the latter if it gains him something—or someone—he desires. He wears his wizarding robes on occasion—mostly at meetings or when out in Diagon Alley. One less thing to make him stand out is desirable; after all, he is a wanted man—not that it matters since he can change his facial features.

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As William Travis, Trevor has brown locks that are longer than normal and usually gelled back. His eyes are brown and a bit more noticeable—perhaps the only truly attractive thing about him—and his brows are fairly thick. His muscles aren't as noticeable. He tends to slouch a little to reflect the shy quality to the man's personality. His face usually bears a blank look to it, though it's evident that he is indeed focused on the situation at hand. About the only time anything more is shown on his face is if he's smiling shyly or is upset or angry with some stupid kid with no respect for anyone in authority as far as he sees it.

He usually wears a simple white t-shirt and some jeans, some work gloves hanging from his pants or on his hands. If the occasion fits, he'll put on some casual pants and a bit nicer of a shirt, but when does he really have a reason for that, unless it be a dance or something of that nature? Besides, he usually stays away from that until afterwards or if there's some major mess that makes slipping more likely in those stupid heels the girls put on.
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I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me[/center]
Currently: Single, not particularly looking.
Children: Kiley Lynn Williams | 13 | Anna Williams & Layla Amie Carter | 8 | Amie Anne Steward
Views on Love:
Trevor is the skeptic. He knows love is real, as he's loved someone before, but he doubts the abilities of others to love. He strongly believes that one cannot truly know love until he has hurt, whether it be a threat or an actual loss of his significant other. Such tests are the only ways he will ever believe someone loves him, and he has the means by which to test a potential contender, and he's not afraid to use them.

Past:
Franka Hartmann — Trevor met Franka while he was in his fifth year at Durmstrang. He was sixteen, hormone-crazed, and she was the girl of his dreams—or so he thought. The blonde was vibrant, full of life, and drop dead gorgeous in his eyes. A confidence and grace radiated from her, and her smile and laugh were infectious. He loved everything about her, and it seemed the whole of his year—at least the girls and his single friend Trey Hunter. After all, quiet boy gets a crush and nears the girl, and it becomes painstakingly obvious to those around him, and the way girls seemed to chatter in that clique....

After a lot of prodding by his friend to tell Franka how he felt, Trevor wrote it all out and it got slipped into her bag. Next thing he knows, the blonde-haired beauty is his date to the upcoming Valentine's ball, and he's on cloud nine. Gets to the ball, they hang out, and the relationship lasts halfway through his sixth and final year at Durmstrang.

Adele Bradshaw — After Trevor dumped Franka after having more than enough of her antics, he and Trey met Adele. Both boys seemed to like her, and perhaps that was the more pressing problem for Trevor. He kept quiet about his own feelings to avoid problems with his only friend. However, when Adele approached him towards the end of the school year, who was he to resist? Certainly not him.

Trevor and Adele dated til they were nineteen when he proposed. Appeared she decided after a month of engagement that she wasn't ready to settle down. Trevor tried to get her to agree to a prolonged engagement, but she seemed to have decided that she wanted to break up with him completely. Ended up that for once Trey got the girl and Trevor didn't, even after two years of dating.

Anna Schilling — Trevor met Anna when she was hired at the local pub where he worked. She was having a difficult first day at work, and he'd come in for his shift just as she'd managed to drop a tray full of firewhiskies and butterbeers. Of course, he helped her clean it up as she vented her frustrations. They hung out a bit after their shifts were over and during lulls in business, starting a friendship that eventually developed into more after a few months. He was twenty-one and she nineteen.

Of course, Anna brought him home with her to Germany to meet her parents after nine months of dating. Her dad was definitely scary to him, took him off on a walk to ask him a line of questions without Anna interrupting in his defense or something of the like. Felt like a damn interrogation, but it seemed he passed it after he'd answered what felt like a million questions. It was then that he decided to ask her father for her hand in marriage. Her dad approved, and Trevor asked her a few days later. Accepted.

On August 14, 1994, Anna and Trevor were joined in holy matrimony, and set out to spend the rest of their lives together. They went to a coastal city in Great Britain and spent a few days there before they went on a cruise for their honeymoon. When they got back to Bulgaria, he and his wife stayed with his family for a few weeks until they bought their own two-bedroom, one bathroom flat. It was simple and plenty of space for the two of them plus a guest if ever someone stayed over.

After less than a year, however, that room was being converted into a nursery. Seemed sometime during their honeymoon, Anna got pregnant. June 12, 1995, and Kiley Lynn Williams was brought into the world. Twenty inches long, eight pounds, four ounces. Ten little fingers and ten tiny toes. Perhaps the best thing that happened to him in a long time.

Two years down the road, December 27, 1997, Trevor went to work as usual at the Ministry as clerk for the Wizengamot, and he came home for the evening, only to find Anna's dead body and his daughter missing. That was his last and, really, only meaningful relationship.

Evie Winslow — Anna had hardly been dead a year when Trevor first saw Evie. Of course, his relationship with her was strictly school business. If she needed funds for some project for her class or needed him to talk to a student or something, he was there. After all, he was headmaster and using the name of his former friend, Trey Hunter, to get around to avoid being caught should anything come out in the future considering his now-passed alliance with Voldemort. He was moving on from the Dark Lord's death, and he figured the best way was simply to move on and assume a new name. Trey had disappeared earlier that year, so it wasn't like it really mattered. Besides, who was to say he was him? Several Trey Hunters in the world, he was sure.

After three years of strictly business relations, Voldemort returned to power, and Trevor didn't exactly have a choice in the matter as soon he was assigned to run a long con on Evie, to kill her to get to Winslow. He started working on a friendship after receiving those orders, and would have eventually come up with a plan of action, but Voldemort put Morgana Calloway on the job to help expedite the problem, even if ultimately Trevor viewed her to have exacerbated the problem in the long run when the end arrived. Anyway, after only a few meetings, Evie seemed to trust him and was willing to meet up again to chat and such when she needed to do so. After all, she and Casey had been arguing since Voldemort persuaded her to join the Death Eaters.

Eventually, Morgana drugged Casey when he came into The Three Broomsticks for a drink after another nightmare of the series Voldemort had been giving him, and of course, he and Evie walked in on Morgana and Casey snogging heavily. Enough said. Evie was devastated, of course, and he made sure it stayed that way. Her husband kept trying to explain, but Trevor did his best to keep her from having to deal with him all alone. Worked. Only problem was she seemed to shy away from the issue of divorce, but that was no problem to Trevor's plan unless she tried to reconcile. It was during those nearly five whole months that he felt the most human he had in four years, but all the same, he had to remain detached, and that was much easier said than done.

Eventually he became responsible for her lack of mental health after he put her through psychological torture methods of his own design. But, Morgana had to come in just as he was about to kill her, and everything spiraled downhill. So, to this day, she still lives, and every day he works here at Hogwarts as the squib janitor he's forced to live with a constant reminder of his failure. But, he has to say, that had the circumstances been entirely different, perhaps it would have worked out.

Current:
Amie Steward — Trevor officially met Amie while he was headmaster at Hogwarts and he found her sitting on some bench near the forest. He was wandering about in animagus form and knew she wasn't Deputy Headmistress Jamie Carter. He never caught her with books, and besides the scent was somehow different and her hair color wasn't right. He knew her from meetings, knew she could only be Jamie's twin sister Amie. After a brief talk in the forest, he took her to dinner, and they continued their little chat.

He arranged for her to replace deceased Ancient Runes professor Elanor Godfrey, and the stage for their relationship was set even if they had to sneak around to avoid ruining his mission. At some point, Amie disappeared without a trace, not to be found again. Trevor only found out after his jailbreak that Amie had been placed in Azkaban—probably found out for her being a Death Eater. Eight years later, he found out the reason why she disappeared so far beforehand, however. She had had his kid without him even knowing that she was pregnant to begin with. He supposed that was better than revealing his past to the world, but nevertheless, he was angry.

After Derrin recalled the Death Eaters, Trevor managed to find Amie and invited her over for a chat. He intended to kill her for her treachery, but somehow he ended up recruiting her to his cause, and they became partners with benefits. He wants to end it, but she's an ally he can't afford to lose to Derrin's side. She knows too much, considering she managed to find out his past when he accidentally let it slip to her. He can't risk angering her for fear of her spilling the beans. His past would shatter his image he portrayed for himself. It would make him seem human, and he couldn't be human if he wanted the respect he thinks he deserves.

Trevor isn't sure quite how he really feels about Amie. He'd thought before the Layla incident that they had had some potential for a true relationship, but that was eight years ago, before Layla was born, before she hid that fact from him, before she ran from him. Everything left him. Nothing ever worked out. Love was pointless, and he still lacks hope for such a thing. He could be planning Amie's demise, but then again, maybe he isn't. After all, she lets him shag her, and hate her though he might, there are too many benefits to outweigh the risks. He won't hesitate to take off with Layla, however, or kill Amie to retaliate should need arise.

Morgana Calloway — This one's a toughie for Trevor. There are so many sides to her that she intrigues him enough to gain his curiosity, but is that really all there is to it? He’s still in a bit of denial after that night when she divulged to him her past. He isn’t quite sure he deserves a second chance at love—or third, or fourth, or fifth… He’s not entirely sure he even wants love. After all, in his line of work, it’s a weakness to love someone, to have children to have a family. Any one of them could be used as leverage or held at ransom.

If he decides on anything, it will be secret. No one would learn of it, and he would maintain his image of being a bachelor, and he and Morgana would maintain their banter and keep their distance whenever anyone else is around. Love-hate relationship, perhaps. Whatever works.

He met Morgana eight years ago when partnered with her on a mission to destroy the Winslow family. He found her ideas and additions to their mission well-placed and fairly well thought out—not that he would ever tell her. But, she did help break up Winslow and his wife, which was probably the only reason he brought her to witness the attempted murder of Evie Winslow. Too bad that backfired, as he blames that on her. Just two simple words, and Evie would’ve been dead, but she had to decide to come in just when he was about to deal death. Of course, freeing him from Azkaban should have made him call it even, but he still counts it against her, even if he’s not always hounding her about it. It was eight years ago for Merlin’s sake!

While he undeniably has feelings for Morgana and while he undeniably wants to act on them and has a plan of action, Trevor doesn’t believe that he can trust her at all, much less with his feelings and his heart. He'll do whatever he needs to to gain the feeling he can trust her, but that will take a lot of work. Even if she definitely appears to reciprocate, how can he truly know? She plays people for a living, after all. For all he knows, she could have allied herself with Derrin after further thought and be playing him like she was supposed to be playing White. But, overall, she's a possibility, no matter how remote.
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Phobia(s): One could say to appear human before others. Definitely snakes (absolutely terrified), letting someone get to know him only to be betrayed.
Pet Peeve: People trying to give him advice when they don't know the situation.
Likes: Silence, time alone, reading, researching, planning, winning, success, power, non-slutty women.
Dislikes: Silence when someone's with him, who he's become, people who get in his way, losing, failure, having his judgment questioned, betrayal.

Personality:
Trevor rarely anyone in, so no one really has a true grasp on who it is that he is. To others, he may appear larger than life and perfectly fine with his current life situation, but deep down he isn't. He simply represses who he is around others because it's simpler. After years in Voldemort's service, he's more or less grown used to giving false smiles and feigning confidence. People probably think him cocky, overly arrogant, and perhaps a bit of an overachiever (at least when Voldemort was around). Most probably think of him as a failure, considering he never did succeed in killing Winslow's wife and then he did get thrown into Azkaban after getting caught thanks to Kenneth.

That's probably why on the outside Trevor puts up that overconfident front. Makes up for what he lacks and tries to take away his humanity by appearing heartless. Is it really that much of a shock, though? After all, to make it with Death Eaters, he figures, he's got to walk the walk and talk the talk. He knows he can't get out. He realizes there's simply no way. Derrin might not be the most competent leader in his opinion, but the man knows how to track down possible threats—hopefully, or he's more pathetic than Trevor ever gave him credit for. At any rate, this assassin will do whatever it takes to make it. If that means allying himself with Morgana Calloway to take out Derrin and take his spot as leader, then so be it. He's a crowd pleaser yet not at the same time.

Ultimately, Trevor knows that he is a coward. He chose to join Voldemort to live, even if part of it was so that he could live to find out what happened to his daughter, regardless if he should have chosen to die instead. But that's why he puts up such a callous, inhumane front before others. That's why he lets himself maintain such a seemingly poor belief about women. He figures that some day he might actually believe it if he tells himself the lies enough times. He's afraid of love, the one thing he cannot stand to see anymore. That was why he was so harsh on Amie when he found out about Layla. That's why it was such a debate when deciding whether or not to reveal himself as Layla's father. That's why he fears every moment he spends with Amie talking or doing other things, why he pushes Morgana away and is so keen on setting her off. He's afraid to fall in love again and then end up betrayed or hurt.

Deep down, Trevor's a confused, lost man without a real sense of who he is anymore or a purpose in life. He never had much of an opportunity to figure that out after Anna's death, especially when Voldemort recruited him not too long afterwards. He used to be truly confident in who he was, but that all seemed to be shattered by the loss of his child and wife and Voldemort used that against him to reform his identity. He knows and realizes that he's become the very monster he wants to kill, and it scares him. He doesn't display this side of him to anyone, and only three people have seen his softer side—caring, capable of concern, compassion, and other human emotion—Evie when he was masquerading as Hogwarts' headmaster under the pseudonym 'Trey Hunter,' Amie when she struck a nerve and found him strangely quiet and managed to get his past from him, and Morgana when she divulged to him her past.

This side of him has been buried for so long and his conscience has eroded over time in that he doesn't know that he wants to be this anymore. It hurts and makes him feel so weak when he lets himself revert back to it. Perhaps it’s because he never had the opportunity to go through the entire grieving process, but he doesn’t see it that way. The grieving process is for the weak—what the new him tells him. It’s what he has to convince himself of or he’ll be stuck inside his home, holed up away from the world and ignoring the door and hoping whoever it is doesn’t come in or is Amie. He can’t afford to live like that. It’d cost him his life. Emotions only get in the way. They don’t make anything better. Therefore, in his way of thinking, they should be avoided at all costs. Of course, he’ll allow himself to love should the right one come along, but love in its truest sense is not an emotion in whole, only in part. After all, emotions come and go, but love lasts.

Trevor’s a man full of regrets from the course of the past eleven years. His biggest regret? Joining Voldemort instead of simply dying. He would have at least been at peace, know he had done what Anna would have wanted him to do. She would have hated him if she’d still been alive and he had done what he had that night in the park and all the nights following. His other regret is not finding out what happened to Kiley. He’s searched and has exhausted all the means within his power, but that doesn’t take away the guilt he feels and carries with him wherever he goes. He still feels he should have tried harder, should have put more time and effort into it. Anyone who points out any of this can consider himself a marked man if he doesn’t kill the person on the spot.

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Janitor William Travis is about as opposite from Trevor as he can get. Shy, quiet, keeps to himself compared to the outspoken way Trevor usually is. William doesn't mind his work, doesn't often make a complaint even when students are jeering at him for being a squib (unless Trevor can't take anymore of the damn humility act himself). He's decided Slytherins really should learn to put a sock in it, not that he'd be able to say it. After all, William's supposed to be very submissive and quiet, hardly any temper, doesn't lash out. Of course, there are times—when he thinks he's alone—that Trevor will allow his own temper to show. Stupid portraits on the wall are too damn annoying sometimes... point out when he's missed a spot or whatever. Not a damn slave.

William avoids confrontations and, really, speaking to people no matter the occasion. Sure, he knows he's supposed to speak when spoken to, but he'll say the bare minimum as though saying any more will kill him. He prefers solitude. Trevor's way of keeping people from being able to find out too much about him and start to piece things together by little idiosyncrasies like phrases he uses or things like that. It was either to be shy or extremely outgoing but 'deaf.' Prior sounded better than the latter to him, and so he went with it.
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Childhood:
Trevor was born on July 15, 1972, in Yorkshire, England, to parents Richard and Elisabeth Williams who had left the town of Sofia, Bulgaria for a two-week-long conference for those in the medical field, and seeing as he was a mediwizard, he had to go, and Elisabeth only insisted on coming despite the fact that he urged her to stay. In the end, he was a bit happy he’d given in or he’d have missed the birth of his firstborn son. One week later, and Trevor’s parents returned with him to Bulgaria where he was welcomed by his grandparents.

Trevor had a pretty normal childhood. He grew up knowing he was a wizard, and therefore, it was of no shock or surprise to find things floating or the lights flickering in accordance with any extreme moods. Even once his mum had begun to develop boils, but thankfully that hadn’t occurred but once. Metamorphmagus abilities revealed themselves at various points in time, yet for several years they went uncontrolled until his grandmother Olivia offered to help him gain control when he was around eleven, giving him a year to figure it all out before beginning school at Durmstrang.

It was at age twelve that he found himself entering the massive doors into the prestigious school alongside other first years of pure and halfblood descent, for the school only accepted those of said lineage. He was sorted into one of the three houses, one known to produce great people. That was probably one of the most memorable moments in his entire Durmstrang career besides the day he gained the position of beater on his house’s Quidditch team—and perhaps the day his brother Tristan outdid him and he quit the sport altogether.

After that, Trevor didn’t really interact much with others, devoting his attention to his studies in an attempt to gain praise from his father for that. He had one good friend throughout his schoolyears, Trey Hunter, and while he was certainly quiet, he definitely was not a happy-go-lucky sociopath. He was actually the more outgoing of the two, and perhaps if either were sociopathic, it was Trey or so Trevor would claim with his current suspicions.

Of course, there were certain ‘distractions’ along his academic career, one more pleasant than the other seeing as she had less clingy, possessive, and psychopathic tendencies. But, he really wasn’t too keen on making a move until his fifth year when he’d met Franka Hartmann, but even that had required some prodding. There’d been a failed attempt at asking another girl out beforehand, and Trevor had decided that maybe he didn’t have the greatest of luck with them, but despite breaking up with Franka the year following, it hadn’t stopped him from accepting Adele’s request to date.

(Part 1 of 3)
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