Post by Justin McDowell on Nov 16, 2015 15:50:25 GMT -8
21st October 2011
Lissa,
I know you probably hate me right now, and you're probably never going to read this. But in hopes you'll eventually come around like you always did before, I'm writing...a month later. I had no idea what to say to that before, and I've been dealing with a lot of crap, a lot of which I'm sure we'll laugh about later, if we ever see each other again and get you free, which we will. We have to, right?
But look, I'm sorry. I'm sorry you got the completely wrong message from that kiss. But you said I wasn't helping you, and I didn't want to make things more complicated. Guess that was major fail. I just...I love you, Lissa, and walking away was the hardest thing, but you have to know I worked with that man. He's going to help us. He has resources to help us, and you'll be free, but I didn't want things to go further and make things worse for you or something, if that makes sense. I just...I don't even know what to say right now. Just...forgive me? I didn't mean to hurt you, and I don't want you out of my life. All these moments apart aren't worth it. I want to be with you. You were my best friend, and I never want that to stop. Please forgive me?
Justin
Lissa,
I know you probably hate me right now, and you're probably never going to read this. But in hopes you'll eventually come around like you always did before, I'm writing...a month later. I had no idea what to say to that before, and I've been dealing with a lot of crap, a lot of which I'm sure we'll laugh about later, if we ever see each other again and get you free, which we will. We have to, right?
But look, I'm sorry. I'm sorry you got the completely wrong message from that kiss. But you said I wasn't helping you, and I didn't want to make things more complicated. Guess that was major fail. I just...I love you, Lissa, and walking away was the hardest thing, but you have to know I worked with that man. He's going to help us. He has resources to help us, and you'll be free, but I didn't want things to go further and make things worse for you or something, if that makes sense. I just...I don't even know what to say right now. Just...forgive me? I didn't mean to hurt you, and I don't want you out of my life. All these moments apart aren't worth it. I want to be with you. You were my best friend, and I never want that to stop. Please forgive me?
Justin