Post by John Kenneth on Nov 8, 2015 11:02:53 GMT -8
It has been years since the fateful events after Hogwarts. What i wouldn't give to have those carefree days back, but i know that will never happen.
Alisa is dead and it's all my fault. I should have been the one laying lifeless on the ground that night! Something inside me died that night as i lay writhing in pain under Voldermort's crucio spell and being forced to watch Alisa die. I knew that i would never be the same John everyone knew from that point on. I am forced to bear this scar as a grim reminder of the loss of the only person who ever gave a damn about me.
As if that weren't enough, i was abandoned by my friends, left for dead in that forest. I do not know what i would do now if i ever saw one of my "friends" again, but it would be far from a warm welcome. I am alone now, there is nothing for me back in London...
Alisa is dead and it's all my fault. I should have been the one laying lifeless on the ground that night! Something inside me died that night as i lay writhing in pain under Voldermort's crucio spell and being forced to watch Alisa die. I knew that i would never be the same John everyone knew from that point on. I am forced to bear this scar as a grim reminder of the loss of the only person who ever gave a damn about me.
As if that weren't enough, i was abandoned by my friends, left for dead in that forest. I do not know what i would do now if i ever saw one of my "friends" again, but it would be far from a warm welcome. I am alone now, there is nothing for me back in London...