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Post by Lydia Thomas on Nov 12, 2014 0:11:52 GMT -8
Friday, 17 February 2012 10:00 p.m.
Why she had come back here, Lydia had no idea. It wasn't like anyone here had seemed particularly fond of her. Things were much better trying to use Alan's place as a home base, but she'd begun to feel stagnant and distant from the action she had become part of in her past, which was admittedly now her future. Strange thought, that.
And truth be told, Lydia missed her mother. She might not be the person she had known at age six, and that might have been enough to drive her away at first, but she had realized something since their last meeting and since that damn interrogation with her right hand man. How many mothers were the way anyone remembered them being at six? That was to say, didn't people change, perspectives change? From what she gathered, her mother probably was truly different, which meant she was probably one hundred and eighty percent different from what six-year-old Lydia had branded in her memory--probably more, since she didn't remember her own daughter. Still. She was her mother. And she was a shoe-in to the action.
Lydia hadn't found her father since their last meeting. The way Julian had made it sound, she really didn't want to, but if she trusted anything Julian said, she should be branded a fool. At least her father would remember her, and at least he'd have had some time to wrap his mind around the fact she was alive. Her mother would have told him about her, right?
Lydia chewed back her lip for a moment and came to a pause just outside the warehouse. Last time she'd been here, she'd entered through a hole in the roof, but surely Evie would have changed that. She would have found the weakness and eradicated it so she wouldn't get any surprises from the monster man. Would any harm pass her to simply enter through the door? Was there some sort of right-of-passage-like spell that allowed approved people in? Would she be approved? She had no idea what to think of how that whole interrogation went with Ian. She hadn't heard back, so she doubted it had gone particularly well. Didn't surprise her, though. She'd sensed he was a skeptic, and who knew what the hell Julian had told him about her.
So, perhaps she should just knock. Yeah, knock...
Lydia took a deep breath and held it a moment before she lifted a fist to the door and hit it three times as hard as she could. Hopefully someone was here who would answer. _______________________________________________
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Post by Casey Winslow on Mar 18, 2015 18:09:33 GMT -8
They were so close to being ready. Casey could feel it, and so could many of those involved in planning it. Casey could tense the anxious anticipation in the air surrounding meetings whether he actually attended or had to stay and tend to Seren. Evie's idea was extreme, and so many recent events were putting kinks in things. The muggles were aware of supernatural presence now. Only werewolves had revealed themselves, but that meant people were wondering what else was out there. And of course, Williams' abdication had put a greater kink in Evie's personal plans for the night of the attack. Wherever Williams was, he didn't want to be found. There had been no slip-ups since Casey had happened across Seren and his son a month ago, and Casey had been watching with few exceptions. Breaks had been necessary for sanity, after all, and to ensure he kept a keen eye.
Casey was on his way to the kitchen to get Seren some water to keep at her bedside when he heard three successive knocks. The sound made him jump, stop where he was, and look toward the side door. The question was who would be here this time of night. If Evie had called someone here for a meeting, the person would have let themselves in. No one ever knocked here as few were welcome enough to come over unannounced. Casey sighed, unsure what he wanted to do. Did he just ignore it? Well, of course not. The person seemed not to be relenting. There was a second set of knocks, this time three. Then a cadence.
Casey supposed there was nothing he could do but investigate. He cast a spell on the door as he reached it that allowed him to see through to the other side. He didn't recognize the girl. She was young, brunette. Looked harmless enough and the sort of person who might be part of Isis were it not for the seeming innocence still evident in her face. "Who's it?" Casey called out. "Your name and business!"
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Post by Lydia Thomas on Mar 18, 2015 18:09:56 GMT -8
Lydia's eyes went wide at the sound of the voice on the other side. She had been expecting her mother's, but this was a male voice. It still seemed vaguely familiar, but it wasn't Ian's. She knew that much. That man's voice had a harsher quality to it and was deeper. Despite the directness of the male's statement, his tone lacked the harsh firmness of Ian's. Still, Lydia hesitated a moment before replying. "L-lydia," she replied, her eyes roving the darkness around her blindly. "I'm here to see my mo--Evie. To discuss...things."
Hopefully the male didn't ask what things because she really had no idea beyond wanting details on their plan and how she could help, and perhaps someone he'd never heard of would make him more suspicious. Lydia shook her head. Worrying, overcomplicating things was something that she did at times, and she hated it. She much preferred just being positive and projecting to the universe things would work out. Might not be realistic and decidedly wasn't something that always worked, probably a coincidence when it seemed to, but it was the only way to cope with the world sometimes.
Lydia shivered against the cold as she waited. It was only a few moments that had passed, but it still was cold. February evenings were like that.
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Post by Casey Winslow on Mar 18, 2015 18:10:13 GMT -8
Now what did he do? What if she wasn't someone Evie knew or someone she knew but did not trust?
Casey stood there a moment weighing his options. There were plenty of Isis members he didn't know. He could chalk it up to an honest mistake if it ended up Evie did not know this Lydia. And to be even safer, he could simply keep a close eye on her, keep her away from the holy altar of "I-hate-Trevor" just in case. And Seren. He had to protect Seren at all costs. It seemed like a viable decision. After all, he knew no test code to use, and it wasn't like Veritaserum was easily brewed or like he knew where to find it if Evie happened to have a stock of it. So, he'd stop worrying about it and see who this woman was.
Casey stepped closer to the door and grabbed the handle, turning it and pulling it open. The girl on the other side (for she definitely was a girl by comparison) looked at him with wide eyes and an emotion that Casey didn't comprehend. In turn, Casey regarded her with a vague sense of familiarity. There was something about her appearance that seemed familiar, though he couldn't place it. Probably nothing, he thought as he stepped back. "Come in," he told the girl with a small smile. The girl kept her eyes on him but nodded. "Afraid Evie's out for a while," he told her. "I'm not quite sure when she'll be back, especially if she's gone to get a status update from Ianto."
Too much information? Perhaps, but it wasn't enough to place him in danger. He was pretty sure at least. Maybe. Casey scratched his neck and slightly furrowed a brow as the girl stepped in and walked past him, her body turning so her eyes didn't leave him. Why was she staring at him like that? Had she felt the familiarity, too, and was just odd in how she presented this? But no, there was something deeper to the emotion written on her face. Her eyes were tearing now and roving back and forth studying his face. Casey cleared his throat. "So, um, I suppose you know where everything is? Help yourself!"
Casey wished very much to run back to Seren's room and hide. This just felt awkward all because of that stare and those big, watery doe eyes from a perfect stranger. But the way she was acting, she'd probably follow him. Until he knew for sure she was someone he could trust, there was no way he was leading her back to Seren. Still, there had to be somewhere safe he could seek reprieve should this girl continue to act so awkwardly.
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Post by Ianto Sayer on Mar 18, 2015 18:10:52 GMT -8
He had had a long, hard, stupid day. Never mind the hours. Never mind what he was doing, being under cover in the British Magical Ministry. It was the rain that was really getting to him. England was having endlessly stupid weather and Ianto was almost certain that he was fighting off some sort of cold. Which just proved to make him grumpier than normal, which was probably saying something considering how grumpy Ianto normally was.
Long story short, as Ianto apparated back to ISIS headquarters at the end of his shift, he was not a happy camper. He was supposed to report in and log everything that he had done, but the dark haired man knew he needed to find some food and warm up first. Maybe even work off some of this anger despite the fact he had a bit of a fever going on. Sometimes you just had to get your anger out of you in order to proper like.
Of course, that plan was entirely derailed when he suddenly walked in on what seemed to be a serious sort of conversation. And it was hard not to overhear a conversation when you heard your own name being brought up. Evie had gone out to find him? Well, they had missed each other then. Or she had gone out to do something else all together. It didn't really matter at this point. Casey also sounded like he was somehow awkward in the situation and Ianto wasn't about to miss an opportunity to somehow make that worse.
Ianto walked into the room and carefully looked between the two standing there. It was obvious to him, that they were related, now that Evie had vindicated it to Ianto. He treated it like fact but that look they were giving him was downright... well, it was the same damned look. "Met your daughter then?" His rough, gravely voice sounded a bit worse for wear, but the words came out all the same. Ianto didn't even know if Casey knew, but he had a feeling that he had just dropped a bombshell. Merlin, this was going to make his day so much better.
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Post by Lydia Thomas on Mar 18, 2015 18:13:08 GMT -8
Lydia grabbed the door frame as soon as the door was opened, floored by what she was seeing. It was... "Oh, my gosh," she said, her hand going to her mouth as she felt her eyes bug out. It had to be him. There was no one else this could be. That trace of a smile, the matter of fact speaking that continued despite her shock. It was what she remembered of her father. It had to be him.
Lydia made her way in as he explained something about her mother, but it barely registered with her as Lydia reached behind herself and found the high island countertop and leaned back. Her eyes had never once left her father on her venture in. She didn't know what to feel, but her body was deciding for her that it was best she felt like she was an outsider looking in on her own body. She wasn't in control. She couldn't speak, she couldn't move any further than she already had. She simultaneously wanted to jump him with a bear hug and smack him and ask him why he hadn't come to find her.
But he didn't recognize her. Lydia realized that as she began to feel just so slightly more grounded. He even seemed uncomfortable with her staring. Well, sorry, I can't help it, she wanted to say, but no words would come. Her mouth was dry, her voice mute yet her mind racing with unspoken thoughts. Did he know she was here? Had mother said anything at all to him?
The sound of footsteps finally drew Lydia's eyes from her father. Her head turned and her eyes fell on the unmistakable form of Ian just feet away. Her mouth opened in protest as he began to speak and got far enough to realize what he was about to say, but it was too late. Her head snapped back so she could look at her father, uncertain what to say or do now. He seemed the same to her.
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Post by Casey Winslow on Mar 18, 2015 18:13:37 GMT -8
This was just strange. Just his luck he'd let a gawker into the place. Was she just some socially awkward young adult? She certainly had sounded more intelligent than that when she was on the other side of the door. Now, Casey wasn't so sure. Had this been fifteen years ago, he might have thought she recognized from Rita Skeeter's gossip articles. Had this been ten years ago, he might have thought she recognized him from his stint as a quidditch player, but weren't American witches and wizards into quodpot or something? And he was pretty sure America's where the awful new wizarding sport that had been all the rage a few years ago had originated. Since it was so far from that time frame, Casey had no other choice but to decide he'd let a crazy in and now had to deal with making her leave.
"Liste--" Casey began only to stop as he heard footsteps approach. He knew Evie was out. She'd told him as much when she'd left. Of course, he wasn't entirely certain where she'd gone, but he was fairly certain it wasn't her. It was too soon given even the quickest outing scenario in his mind.
As his eyes settled on Ianto, Casey wasn't sure how to react to his presence except for the fact that he was caught by the man who wanted him out of the picture having let a perfect stranger (to him) into the warehouse. Bloody hell. Why did he always get this kind of luck? As he was formulating a response, Ianto spoke. He was prepared for a lecture or at least a firm talking to--not what came from Ianto's mouth.
"W-wha-at?" Casey sputtered, his brows furrowing and his eyes looking down after a moment in an attempt to process. After but a moment, Casey's eyes were on the young woman before him. She was too old. There was no way. And Lydia was dead. She'd been killed by that monster, Trevor Williams, in cold blood. He didn't know why he'd allowed the statement to shock him as it had. Ianto was trying to get under his skin. That was all. His eyes narrowed, Casey looked at Ianto and shook his head. Despite the anger in his blue eyes, there was also hurt. "My daughter died three years ago." Casey kept his eyes on Ianto for a few moments before turning to head back to Seren's room. Ianto could deal with this young woman. He wanted nothing to do with this.
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Post by Ianto Sayer on Mar 18, 2015 18:14:05 GMT -8
God, he loved this. There was a twisted portion of his soul (and really it was probably the larger portion of his soul at this point) that really enjoyed messing with Casey. The young woman standing next to him, his daughter, was just colateral damage at this point. And Ianto really didn't care about that. Instead, he just smirked and pulled off his drenched coat to hang it on the back of a chair. He could have dried it, but Ianto often did things the muggle way because it was just simpler that way.
Ianto decided to take a seat, leaning back in the chair and carefully lacing his hands in his lap. He really was enjoying this far too much. Though there was a bit of an internal stutter at the mention of death. Ianto knew what it was like to lose family, it wasn't nice. But he buffered that emotion away all too easily as Casey started to head out of the room. "She didn't, apparently. This one is also from the future. She proved it to Evie and myself." Of course, Evie had been quick to agree, but she had at least asked Ianto to look it over because of emotional reasons. Ianto kept on smirking just ever so slightly.
"She looks like you. Can't really deny that." He was really trying to goad something out of Casey. It wouldn't be the first time the two men had gotten into a fight, though the last one was a bit... blurry because of the booze they had been drinking. Maybe he was trying to start another fight to help his bad mood. Ianto certainly wouldn't mind hitting Casey in the face a few times to make him feel better. So the dark haired man waited for some sort of reaction, giving the girl nothing more than a glance in the process.
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Post by Lydia Thomas on Mar 18, 2015 18:14:31 GMT -8
Fuck him! He was an absolute ass! He made those womanizer pricks she'd previously considered asses look like angels right now. Lydia wanted to scream at him, to yell, but she was feeling torn right now. What did she do when she wanted to simultaneously yell at and beat the shit out of someone and hug another person? Her father was obviously hurting right now. She hadn't quite known what to expect when she told him herself, but she had planned on breaking it gently. At least this was proof he hadn't abandoned her like Julian had said. That boy was wrong about everything. He always had been. So pessimistic and whiny it had been annoying even to her young self when he started Hogwarts that fateful year.
Lydia looked on in horror as Casey turned around to look at Ian, his face an unreadable mask save for the sheen to his eyes. He was near tears. "That's low, even for you," he said, his voice quiet before he walked off in a hurry.
Lydia wanted to run after him, but he needed a moment. That much was clear. So, she settled for second best: taking out her anger on the cause of it.
"The hell is wrong with you?!" she yelled at Ian, walking over to the nonchalant prick sitting at the dining table. She didn't bother sitting down. It was rare she had height on anyone, and she figured now was the time of all times to want to keep that height. The man could easily try to intimidate her by standing, but it wouldn't matter. She was pissed. "Was that really necessary?" she demanded. "You knew how he would react." That much was clear through the way he's draped his coat and sat down. It was a cocky move if there ever was one. "You knew you would hurt him. I didn't think much of you to begin with, Ian, but now? Why the hell does mother keep you around? She always had better judgment than that. You're nothing more than a playground bully to go around and scare people into submission for her."
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Post by Ianto Sayer on Mar 18, 2015 18:14:56 GMT -8
Did children always throw temper tantrums like this? Ianto had been pretty certain that you grew out of such things the older you got, but apparently the little brunette standing next to him hadn't done nearly enough mental growing yet. Perhaps she thought she was an adult, but that kind of yelling would get her anywhere in life. It just made herself look... well, childish. He looked at her calmly even as she tried to take her silly amount of anger on him. One eyebrow slowly lifted and Ianto turned his blue eyed gaze on her.
The things he had seen, the things he had been through, and the people he had dealt with in order to get things done meant Ianto didn't care about her or her feelings. Nor her opinion on him. But why did her mother keep him around. A dark, dry chuckle escaped him and Ianto slowly stood. He wasn't the tallest of men, but he certainly towered over her all the same. Why did Evie keep him around? Ianto already knew the answer to that. It was because he was a weapon. Perhaps there was a little black lash here or there among their numbers, but no one was more dedicated than Ianto Sayer. He was the man who would die for the cause and kill others for it. The guy who would see it through til the end no matter who got weak kneed. He wouldn't fail. He wouldn't be weak willed. He could and would be disgusted with his actions and who he was, but those emotions wouldn't control him. That's why Lydia's mother kept him around.
"Your father is a distraction and barely useful as it is." Oddly enough, Ianto honestly believed that being blunt and up front in the situation when there was no emergency would be better in the long run. Now he'd have a couple of days to get over it. If it happened at a bad time, then the man would crumble like a badly made building. The slightest breeze would topple it. But did Ianto get pleasure out it? Did he enjoy the pain he caused? Of course he did. Casey had taken his own jabs at Ianto over the course of knowing each other and had caused the dark haired man pain in a different way. "But you're worse. We don't have time to coddle either of you. Get over it." Did Ianto walk away at this point? Of course he did. The little girl wasn't important to him. Wasn't important to what was going on. What was important was Casey. He had to force all these emotions to the front now and get them handled the right way before shit hit the fan. Just because there was a lull now, even for a few days, did not mean that Casey had time to set around and deal with his emotions.
This was another reason while Ianto was around. Other people could hate him for what he did, but he did everything he could to make people function. He understood loss so great you felt like you couldn't move on. He had tried to kill himself. He had dealt with that depression and the lowest of lows he had hit after his family had been murdered. And he had taken a long time to shelf the emotions and get functional. In Ianto's opinion, Casey just didn't have that much time. So he strode after Casey with the intentions of starting a fight and getting those emotions out. Yes, Ianto would get a kick out of it, but he'd also get done what needed to be done. "Casey. Don't ignore me. She's not dead." He could have said something worse, much worse than what he was, but the truth was... he was treading on careful ground despite it all. "Just turn around and talk to her. Stop being a coward." He was hoping for a reaction. Merlin, he was hoping Casey would swing at him.
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Post by Casey Winslow on Mar 18, 2015 18:15:26 GMT -8
"You think you'd have to coddle me?" Lydia stated with a roll of her eyes. Far from it, but she wasn't going to follow him to fight this point when the man ran after her father. No, her father had to fight his own battles. Didn't mean she had to like knowing that the man who was pursuing him was an absolute asshole, but it did mean she had to step back so that her father stood any chance of having any of Ian's respect. Lydia just wished she had had the chance to break the news to her father herself. It would have been much more kind and easier for him to process. Hopefully Ian didn't corner him, though. Feeling attacked would not make this any easier for her father to accept, surely.
The sound of footsteps behind him made Casey stop, his body in an obviously defensive stance. He sighed heavily but did not turn. He knew better than to run from something like this--especially when Ianto was involved. The man already thought he had him figured as it was, when he really acted in such a way he clearly knew nothing about him. If he did, he would realize his running was not him being a coward. It was him giving himself space so he didn't fall into old habits and so he could deal with things faster and without Ianto's brand of help that really was nothing close to help. The man had a way of making him angry, and anger at a soon-to-be teammate on the field of an attack was not conducive to anything. He needed to focus that emotion at the enemy to be effective. Casey snorted at Ianto's demands and finally turned around at his leisure. "You really need to learn to butt out of things that are none of your business." He failed to see why the man had felt the need to make this declaration. While Casey doubted there was any truth to the man's claims, it wasn't his secret to out. It was that young woman's if the claims held any truth to them. Granted, Ianto didn't typically say anything that was a lie, so there probably was truth to it, but it didn't change things. "Did you ever think I know how to handle things for myself? After all the hell I've been through? After all I've done for the cause since I was sixteen? I'm not you. I don't handle things the way you do, but fancy this: I know how to handle my emotions. In fact, I handle things really bloody well. I know how to work through things quickly and battle through them to keep my focus. Me staying in there would not have ended well for any of us." Casey felt no need to add that he would go talk to his alleged daughter when all was said and done. To him, that was an obvious eventual outcome.
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Post by Ianto Sayer on Mar 18, 2015 18:16:15 GMT -8
He needed to butt out of things that weren't his business? There was an argument that was waiting on the tip of Ianto's tongue, but he couldn't speak it. Ianto was of the mind that all the Winslows minus Evie needed to butt out of everything that had to do with ISIS. It seemed like there was always drama hiding around just about every corner with the Winslow name attached. Ex-husband attempting to talk Evie out of things, kids from the future, what could possibly be next?
Of course, Ianto was just incredibly frustrated. His neatly laid plans had fallen apart when Trevor had pretty much vanished into thin air. He had been scrambling to put it all back together but more often than not, Ianto felt like he was the only one really working on anything around ISIS because everyone else seemed to be far too wrapped up in their stupid family drama. Didn't they understand that he didn't want to deal with this? Didn't they understand that more important things were at hand? Of course not. The lot of them were just a bunch of idiots.
He had worked too hard for this to all go down the drain. And even though Ianto was trying, in his own way, to help Casey, he was walking a very thin line. He had his own anger simmering on the back burner almost constantly. But his eyes tightened as he stared down Casey. Apparently, the need to talk a lot was a genetic thing. Ianto felt his hands curling into fists at his sides and he felt the knuckles pop more than heard them. He didn't care what Casey had done. The past was the past and the man wasn't being useful now, so that was all that the short sighted Ianto Sayer cared about. "Then handle it. Soon." He brushed past Casey, figuring that if there was somehow any more trouble from the man or his children, Ianto would do something about it. There was always the option of going out on a mission with Casey and supposedly getting him killed. If he was that much of a distraction, then Ianto would take that route. Just like he had considered seducing Evie in order to keep her on track instead of getting distracted by Casey. This family was nuts. He was already beyond frustrated with Trevor, who was all connected to them too. Merlin, he better be found soon. The sooner the daughter was gone, the better. And only Merlin knew what the son was up to.
Just add that to list of things Ianto did not have time for. Ianto paused a few steps down from Casey and turned slightly to look over his shoulder. "Apparently, she came with her brother too. I don't know where he is. Might want to track that one down too." There, that would give Casey something useful to do. Ianto would have put someone on tagging along after them both if he hadn't been so busy pretending to be a government official from the states helping find the missing Lord.
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Post by Casey Winslow on Mar 18, 2015 18:16:44 GMT -8
Casey could not and likely never would understand where Ianto was coming from. He was unreasonable, illogical. Everything out of his mouth was judgmental and distrusting as though Casey were some liar. And it wasn't like he could just ask Evie how she'd won him over. She at least gave him a little more respect than Ianto—not much, but she had a reason. Trevor's false memories would give anyone difficulty trusting someone who was painted so cruelly in such memories. Regardless, they were working together toward a common goal. She could trust he wanted their son back. Beyond that, she didn't have to trust him worth anything. She was at least logical enough to realize that if Trevor was such a bad guy, his false memories were likely not true, though she was still Evie, and Evie sometimes had lines blur due to emotion. Ianto? He was simply being an ass or taking life too seriously. Casey wouldn't care except for the fact it didn't exactly instigate a team spirit when someone was constantly attacking another. If they were going to do what was intended to be done, then they needed to be able to work together.
“I know where that one is,” Casey replied. He began to walk again but paused after two steps. This whole issue between them—whhtever it was—needed to be settled. Now. It had gone on too long. He didn't want to or have to be best mates with Ianto, but he did need to be able to work with the bloke. He needed to be able to trust that, push came to shove, he had his back. Right now, Casey wouldn't be surprised if Ianto would sooner throw him in front of a killing curse than push him out of its path even if some asset he had would help in the long run.
“Ianto,” Casey said to get the other man's attention as he turned around to face him. “You need to handle your own issues soon. I refuse to believe you have your head so far up your ass that you believe this pettiness is going to help anything. What's your problem with me?” It was direct, to the point, and hopefully Ianto wouldn't dodge his attempt to try to figure things out. There was no need for some huge heart to heart, but they needed to get on the same page. Rivalries within ranks did nothing to foster a team mindset. This needed to end, and it had needed to end far sooner than now.
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Post by Ianto Sayer on Mar 18, 2015 18:17:16 GMT -8
Casey knew where his son was? That was oddly competent of him. Ianto grunted slightly in response to it, as if that were closing the subject. He also continued to walk towards what served as his "room" at the headquarters. It really wasn't more than a closet to hold a few things. Ianto never slept here, instead he was typically on the job at nights, sleeping where his "character" was supposed to be. He stopped by the headquarters when he could, but he was mostly undercover at this point.
The dark haired man didn't think that Casey would follow him, so when the other man did, he was a little startled. And very scowly. His issues? Another grunt escaped him and Ianto removed the tie that had been hanging in a frumpy way around his neck. "I have had a problem with you since day one." Ianto's voice was a low growl as he spoke and he started to unbutton his shirt, not giving a damn that Casey was there. "Everything started to go sideways the moment you showed up. Evie started to doubt because of you." In fact, Ianto had had to work rather hard at the time to keep her on track. When Evie had nothing to do with her family, everything moved smoothly. But when they were around, Ianto was suddenly struggling to keep everything together.
Casey was a threat because he represented Ianto losing the one thing that made him keep moving forward. If Casey took away Ianto's ability to truly get revenge, then Ianto would kill him. If he did anything to mess it up, Ianto would kill him. But he hadn't, not yet, he had just made Evie doubt really, but when the leader of a faction like this doubted, the rumblings were felt to the smallest members. She was the one who drew people, who kept them going, who moved things forward. If she suddenly changed her mind, everything would fall apart. First it was Casey, then it was their supposed children from the future. How could he keep Evie on track about Williams while also being undercover finding Williams? He couldn't do both. He couldn't do everything, no matter how much he went without sleep.
"My problem with you is simple. I'm not fully convinced you're as dedicated to this as everyone else is." The reality was... Casey was far too nice for what they were planning. He had his dark spots, Ianto was sure, but he seemed like someone who could feel mercy despite it all. Ianto didn't pretend to know Casey for real, it wasn't like they had become friends over their drunken night together. Ianto couldn't trust Casey. And Casey had sway over Evie, despite her best efforts. So that made Ianto extremely wary of the man despite the fact they seemed to share a common goal.
"I get the impression that you'll fold at a critical moment. Maybe not as willingly as you'd like, but you show mercy and care where you shouldn't. I don't. You're far too soft for me to like." His tone had lowered as he pulled off his drenched shirt and pulled on another one. It was clear that he would be heading back out into the field shortly, with very little rest in between. Ianto at least believed that Casey meant well, but he was just... he was the type of person that Ianto's wife would have admired. Someone who had more or less stuck to their morals despite it all. Someone Ianto had been before his twin and his wife had died. In fact, Casey was a lot like Ianto had been, and that disturbed him too. In his shoes, in his circumstance, Ianto would have probably turned out rather similar to him. Would have made the same choices. And that unnerved him, because he was jealous that Casey's family was still alive, if splintered apart. He couldn't be jealous of Evie, but he could be jealous of Casey.
"So until you convince me otherwise, I don't trust you." He did up the buttons to his shirt, pulled out a new tie, and quickly tied it in place. At least he was being matter of fact about it. And it wasn't something Ianto was going to budge on. Ianto was willing to go the distance to see the job done and he was completely willing to get his hands dirty to see it through. He just couldn't see Casey doing the same and it shook Ianto's foundation because he was so close to Evie and Evie listened to him. Frankly, it was the workings of an extremely paranoid, damaged mind, but it was logical in it's own way. Ianto wanted to die and he wanted to take the entire damn system with him. It was the reason he got up in the mornings. It gave him life when the pain threatened to overwhelm him. He wouldn't let anyone take that away from him. "So. Now the question to you. What's your problem with me?" Ianto knew he wasn't exactly a charmer, but there had to be more to it. He was efficient and he got the work done. So was it just because Ianto didn't like him or was there more to it?
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Post by Casey Winslow on Mar 23, 2015 12:37:30 GMT -8
This was ridiculous, and the fact Casey thought so was evident by the upward eyes, the bemused, tight-lipped smile on his face, and the hand on his hip. The man was jumping to assumptions, conclusions without bothering to get to know him or anything about him. Sure, there had been that awkward trip to the hardware store and that outing to a pub where their interaction had devolved to a fist fight because of Ianto's pompous, presumptuous nature, but that hardly counted. All this because Evie had allegedly begun to doubt because of his presence. Casey rolled his eyes. It was hard not to in this case. The man was absolutely absurd. And then he had the gall to ask him what his problem was with him? Casey snorted. "That. Exactly that."
He didn't feel the need to explain himself further. Casey realized he could explain and point out that he had killed a man in the course of duty, a man who was on their side, all because he needed to maintain his cover as a Death Eater. He could point out how much he had gone through to uphold the cause--all without folding. But what was the point? The man wouldn't believe him. He had already judged and sentenced him all without an actual trial. He was judge, jury, and executioner.
There was only one point that needed clarification. "And for the record, any doubts Evie started having she already had. All I ever did was try to make sure our entrance into the wizarding world would go smoothly. You know, since you lot didn't have eyes on the inside. You know as well as I that Evie has a mind of her own. She's not easily influenced by others."
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